Wednesday 30 December 2009

Education- "Don't Question, Just Regurgitate the Information"

Recently, I was watching a video on YouTube in which the well known, David Icke was speaking about a number of sujects that resonated with me very much. One of the things he mentioned was education, and how things really are regarding it. In this blogpost I'm going to talk about some of the things he said and state my own opinion in amongst them.

Education. What comes to mind when you hear that word? Teachers? Books? Learning? Blackboards and pens? Principals and horrible cafeteria food? That's all very well, but what are all those things really? They are camoflauge to hide the bare facts of what education truly is. Effectively, when you come of age, you are sent to school in which you learn how to read, write, play and socialise. This continues, but as you grow older and move onto harder work and less play, education is nothing more than a competition and mind control.

Students are fed information over and over again. They're repetitively taught the same information until it's grounded in the logical side of their brain (left side). When exam time rolls around, students are expected to regurgitate the information from the left side of their brains that they've spent months learning onto an exam paper. An throughout this whole process, the children are not taught to think and question this information while using the creative side of the brain to come to their own opinion about it. Really, education is saying, "Don't question, just regurgitate the information!"

I now want to address the competitive side of education. Because I myself attend school, I am a witness to this very nature that education presents. All through your school life you're encouraged to be the best, get the best marks, climb higher up the ladder and don't stop for anything or anyone. It's cold, hard competition that is staring us in the face but is camoflauged. Any why be the best? Well, so you can get a good job that earns you money so you can buy nice things. And then you try to climb up the ladder in your work life too, so you can be the best and achieve. All to gain what? What can you possibly gain that's worth something from doing so?

Sunday 27 December 2009

Connect With The Earth

Money, money, they’re all in it to win it.
Am I supposed to believe
This printed paper is worth something?

Like robots we roll through the industrious streets,
Ignoring those around us and focusing only
On what we need to buy with what’s in our wallets.

I want trace back my roots and gather what the Earth has given us,
Collecting wild berries, nuts, harvesting crops and breathing the plentiful oxygen.
Forests are the remnants of this once new born planet long ago.

If only the same compassion burned within us,
As factories burn material which in turn emits toxic fumes.
She is dying, and we know it, but ignore her cry for help.

Wednesday 23 December 2009

A Spiritual Lucid Dream?

Monday 21/12/09 – Tuesday 22/12/09
Bed time: 11:50pm
Wake up time: 6:00am, then slept in until 7:49am
Lucid: Yes
Total hours slept: 9hrs 29 mins

Dream: I was floating in total darkness. In fact, it felt like I was floating in a void, in nothingness, there was only black surrounding me. I was floating in an almost “Jesus position” with my body straight, my face looking upwards and my arms several inches from my sides. The bizarre thing was that I was completely and utterly naked. And at the time, I didn’t feel embarrassed or conscious of it. It felt natural.

Suddenly, I started feeling these mild vibrations tingling all over my body. It was the strangest sensation I’ve ever felt in all of my life. I wasn’t frightened by this when it was occurring; again, it felt natural and comforting. After several seconds of the vibrations, without warning this bright white light burst from every inch of my body. The bright light was emanating from me, and it was so bright, that I looked like a huge ball of energy. The original colour of my flesh was no longer there, I was a human shaped white core. The mild vibrations were still there, but got no stronger and I felt as if I was sending out positive energy into the darkness that surrounded me. That's the strong sense I had.

It was very hard to hold onto the dream, and although I was lucid, I had no control over the content; therefore I couldn't rub my hands together to prolong it (a common tactic to prolong a dream). I could feel my lucidity wanting to drop from layer 3, to layer 1, in which layer you usually wake up at. Strangely though, the dream just faded away, but I didn’t awake, I moved onto another dream, in which I was not lucid.




Some people may consider this a spiritual dream with my higher being/spirit guide, others my think it was just a dream. Who knows? But it was beyond anything I'd ever felt before.

Lucid Dreaming Challenge Update

As you may already know, I've been attempting to master the "art" of lucid dreaming. I've been trying to achieve this for a total of 12 days, and so far, it's been more promising than I originally thought it would be. From day 1 until now, I've had about 4-5 lucid dreams, a religious dream and a spiritual dream (which I had just two nights ago). This is very significant, because I'm the person who couldn't even recall having any dreams in let's say a week or even a month! I feel so enlightened and encouraged by them, even at this minor stage.

I watch a guy who's an oneironaut* on YouTube by the name of "ReeceJones87", and one thing I remember him saying is, "Don't give up enlightenment for lucidity..." Basically, he means that you shouldn't forget about interpreting your dreams, even the non-lucid ones, all to gain the power of lucidity. In the end, it would be a pointless climb if you ignored the important information your dreams give you.

*An oneironaut is a person who explores dream worlds, usually associated with lucid dreaming

So, I guess you could say this challenge is going superbly. My dream recall is getting stronger every day. I used to not be able to remember any of my dreams, but now I can remember around one or two per night. In the spiritual dream I had two nights ago, I felt things I'd never felt before in the entirety of my life. It was extraordinary and definately something I'm going to share either on my new YouTube account, (1ThinkOutsideTheBox1) or here on this very blog.

Oh and about my new YouTube account, I'll give you a quick run down of what it entails by letting you read an exerpt from my YouTube channel:

"Welcome to my channel, 1ThinkOutsideTheBox1. Here, I'll be displaying my videos on spirituality, religion, lucidity, dreaming and many other topics. If you wish to have a discussion or chat with me on the subjects, feel free to message me via YouTube.

I was born into a rather strict Christian family where I was indoctrinated to believe that there is such a being named God, who sent his son Jesus Christ down from heaven to Earth to save us from our sins. Because of this early push into Christianity, you can imagine the difficulty I have in believing otherwise. That is not to say I am rooted to the spot in my beliefs. I welcome change with open arms, but I will look at that change with sceptical eyes, as I refuse to self-delude myself with foolish theories.

My goal is to seek the truth through questioning that in which I've been brought up to believe. To open my mind to theories without being naive and self-deluding myself. I seek to interpret my dreams for enlightenment and greatest of all, gain fulfillment in what I choose to believe as the truth."

Monday 21 December 2009

A Bizarre Religious Dream Last Night (Part of Lucid Dreaming Challenge)

Sunday 20/12/09 (night) – Monday 21/12/09 (morning)

Lucid: Possibly?
Bed time: 11:30pm
Wake up time: 6:00am (then slept in until 9:04am)
Total hours slept: 9hrs 34 mins

Dream: I was walking in a local shopping mall that’s in my town with my two sisters, mother and father. It was so much busier than usual, there was people everywhere pushing into us. As I looked around there was a man in his twenties preaching about God as he walked with his friends. He had long blonde hair, was wearing a woollen hat and had a black coat that reached down to the floor. He was yelling quotes from the Bible, and I think one of them was from the book of John. Anyways it was something along the lines that God forgives and knows all of our sins. Then I heard him say, “Isn’t that amazing?!” I can remember thinking, “I’ve heard this all before, I don’t want to hear anymore.”

And as I was looking around at everyone, I could instantly tell their religious status, (i.e I could tell if they were Christians or not, just by looking at them). As we continued walking, my family and I turned to the left to a shop. The sign above the store read, “Superdrug” (the name of a common drug store here in Northern Ireland). Although, inside there were masses and masses of Bibles, all different shapes and sizes and colours, that were stacked on the shop shelves. People were swarming all around them. So we entered and all of a sudden, my sister and I sat down and had a conversation about my life. I distinctly remember telling her about my doubts in religion and every emotion I’d ever felt (particularly depression, although when she asked me did I suffer from depression, I said “No, it’s more stress than depression.”) Depression seemed to be there for a reason because the day before in reality, I attended a church service. A Canadian pastor had visited and was preaching. On of the things he said was this, “I think depression is not an illness, it’s a state of mind.”

Okay, so back to the dream, my sister and I were interrupted by something that I felt was very important once I’d woken up. But as we turned around to see, my dream faded to an end.

Sunday 20 December 2009

Is the Bible Really the Truth?

Is the content of the Holy Bible really true? Can we honestly say that Jesus Christ did exist just because a book says so?

I’ve heard pastor’s preaching in the past that we know God exists because we have his holy word, the Bible. In the Bible it says that God inspired writers to document everything that is written in the very book. When I sit in a church service and hear that, I can’t help but laugh to myself. How on earth do you expect to convert someone to Christianity by telling them that this random book which was written thousands of years ago (that might not even be true), proves the existence of a being whom we can’t even see? It's not the ideal way to guide someone into a decision that has a dramatic affect on their life.

Now, the bible is unquestionably the world's all-time bestseller with countless millions of copies in print, but there is no proof whatsoever that the events which are mentioned in the book actually happened. So many people root themselves to the belief that the Bible is true, when they can’t even give any solid evidence that this is so. Usually, they'll just quote the Bible again! It’s like saying, “I receive presents on Christmas morning every year, so Santa Claus does exist!” It’s self-deluding, and I’ve never been capable of putting all my faith into a "possibly" true book.

If Christians expect people to automatically put all of their trust into the words in a book, they've got a lot to learn. I for one, can't do so.

Gig on Saturday Night Tale

Last night I had the amazing opportunity to sing and play guitar at a concert. Over the past two weeks I'd been practising for it and getting a song ready. So, yesterday I had to bring my guitar down to the gig to have a practise and a sound check at 5:30pm. So, I arrived, got out my guitar, sat on a stool, hooked up some microphones, and sang. Then the sound crew adjusted the volume etc and when I had finished, I sat back down with my two friends I had come with. At this stage, I was feeling pretty good because the practise run had went very well. My friends and I sat watching the crew adjust lights, mics, and other band members were practising too. Then, 7:30pm came, the start of the concert. I was supposed to go on stage and perform after the band had played a few songs.

As we were all sitting listening, my mouth and throat turned so dry it was unbelievable. And come to think of it, I didn't FEEL nervous, but obviously that's not how my body felt. This was the third time I'd ever performed to a large number of people. So I was sitting there, getting more anxious by the minute with my mouth and throat turning into the Saharah Desert. Until it was my turn to perform...

I walked onto the stage, picked up my guitar and sat on the same stool again. One member of the crew fixed the mics for me and then I began singing. It was going well, although the driness of my mouth made it very hard to sing properly. I sang the first verse and the chorus perfectly. Next was the second verse...I forgot the lyrics! So I simply starting smiling, playing it cool, and continued playing. I sang the rest of the song perfectly.

Of course I was somewhat disappointed that I screwed up a little, but my cousin who organised the concert said that she didn't even realise I had forgotten the lyrics, and she knew the song so well herself! If a person who knows a song so well and can't even tell that I'd messed up the words, the rest of the crowd probably knew no better either! Bingo! Oh, and another thing: a girl whom I didn't even know, walked up to me, hugged me and toldme that I did a good job performing! Can you believe that?!

So overall, it was a good night. I didn't go to bed until after midnight and then this morning I had to wake up early and be brought to church (unwillingly). What I did all afternoon and this evening? Well, my friend and I built a snowman then went to their house and watched some movies. Now I'm back here blogging and surfing YouTube as usual.

Thursday 17 December 2009

Writers and Trains

In my head I collect all these ideas of what the ideal writer should do and be. I know it's kind've stupid, as every writer is unique, but often when I'm day dreaming I just imagine this person who loves to write more than anything. So, in this blog post, I've decided to share one of many thoughts on what I think is the ideal writer. You may find this completely useless or uninteresting, and some may not, but here goes...

Okay, to start things off, let's talk about writers and trains. Picture this, a man is sitting by himself on a train with a notebook laid on the table and a pen in his hand. Also sitting on the table is a coffee from 'StarBucks' and he's gazing out the window watching the countryside fly past him in smudges of greens. He appears to be deep in thought, and you just know he's writing a story, or a poem or just random notes.

I personally adore trains. They're quiet, comfortable and ideas or inspirations will often hit me when travelling on one. The idea of this person who's far out and just drifts away from everyone through thought, is fascinating to me. Someone who's different and observes the world around them instead of getting caught up in the hustle and bustle of daily life. Someone who can just chill out and have a coffee while writing down whatever comes into their head.

There's this great song by Jon Foreman called, "Southbound Train", and in an inteview, Jon said something along the lines that he was going home on a train and he wrote a song about his long journey there. If you look it up on YouTube, you should find it. It's very unwinding to listen to after a long day.

Anyways, I hope these short thoughts kept you interested for a while. Maybe I'll share more thoughts on the subject in the future. Who knows?

Sunday 13 December 2009

Lucid Dreaming

Through the aid of YouTube and the internet, I've become very much aware of the concept of lucidity. I've been researching a lot over the past few days on the subject, and have made the conscious decision to become a lucid dreamer. First and foremost, it would make more sense to tell you what lucid dreaming is, although you probably know already.

Lucid dreaming- Being in a state where you are dreaming and are fully aware that you are.

So, basically, knowing that you're dreaming. Depending on the level of lucidity you're in, you will be capable of having full control of what goes on in your dream. I'm not going to go into the all the levels of lucidity at present, but I'll probably touch on them at a later stage. For now, I'm going to talk about the journey I'm going to take to become a lucid dreamer.

NOTE: In the challenge that I'm currently taking, I do not desire to have OOBE (out of body experiences) or anything of an occult nature. Rather I simply wish to experience the extraordinary capability of lucid dreaming, and the personal enlightenment from interpreting my dreams and becoming aware of my dream signs through doing so.

Okay, now that that's out of the way, let's begin. One of the key things that is recommended to anyone who wishes to lucid dream, is a dream journal. Basically it's a diary that you keep near your bed at all times. That way, having woken up from a lucid dream/dream, you can quickly jot them down before you forget them. I now have a dream journal that stays beneath my pillow and I've been trying to record my dreams in it for about three days.

Many people don't remember their dreams and find it hard to record them (me included),that is because our brains have gotten so used to forgeting, that they're stuck in their ways. To have a stronger dream recall (term used to express remembering your dreams), you must train your mind to remember. Creating the intent in your mind to consciously remember your dreams. To do so, you can think very hard about recalling your dreams, wanting to become lucid and doing reality checks. It's all about intent.

You'll have noticed that I said "reality checks" there. What are they? Well, it's basically a check you do to ensure you that you are/are not dreaming. To become lucid you need to practice these reality checks even through the day so that your mind is so used to checking, that it will do it in it's sleep. Below are a few common reality checks:

1. Observing your hand- often in the dream world, your hand will not look like an ordinary hand. It could be discoloured, deformed etc. From seeing that your hand doesn't look normal, you'll realise that you're in a dream.

2. Holding your nose and closing your mouth- This is a test to see if you can breathe without the aid of a nose or mouth. In the dream world, you can usually breathe without them, thus you'll be able to tell that you're deaming.

3. Asking questions- Asking yourself questions like, "Where am I?" (if your surroundings aren't everyday fimiliar ones, you'll know that you're dreaming), and the list goes on. The questions will make you come to the realisation that you're in fact dreaming.

Sadly, I know more theory than I do practical, but hopefully that will all change. This takes patience, motivation and practice. This journey might indeed transpire into something far bigger and enlightening. I'm a stickler for believing that dreams have meanings, meanings that could indeed benefit me as a person. I'll continue with dream journaling etc and update you later.

Saturday 12 December 2009

What is the Meaning of Life?

Wow, big question, huh? I've decided that this question has been one of the most enlightening to answer, and I hope I can translate it into this very blog post. We as humans wish to know so much about what we cannot comprehend, and this often makes people afraid or worried about it. But from answering this question, it's like a light has just turned on in my head.

So, what is the meaning of life? Why live on this Earth? To me, the answer is different for every individual alive, so therefore I can only give you my personal answer, of which is divided into several parts. The primary meaning though, I believe, is to experience. Experiencing something new is a valuable moment in our lives. When you complete an action, it is only ever significant the very moment you do it, therefore you should savour a new experience. For example, smelling a new scent, feeling a new emotion, skydiving, spiritual awakenings, religious journeys etc. I believe that your life is in your hands. It's your responsibility to live it the way you choose. Whether that's simply completing a personal challenge like skydiving, or choosing a religious or spiritual path to go down.

The meaning of life is to trust in what you believe is right, do what you want to do, love who you want to love, go where you want to go, see what you want to see, discover what you want to discover. Believe in whatever you think is the truth.

Also included is what I like to call, "The Ups and Downs of Life". Life is about experiencing all the advantages and disadvantages of being a human, that will eventually better you as a person. "The Ups and Downs of Life" strengthen you and enable you to be ready for the next thing that tries to knock you off your feet.

To discover yourself is another aspect, but I'll touch on that matter at a later stage. For now, this is a short answer of what I believe is the meaning of life.

Tuesday 8 December 2009

Looking for Questions

Over the duration of about let's say, two weeks, I've been searching for philosophical questions to answer. The process has been very rewarding as I've cleared my mind of some questions that were personal and relevent to me as a person. It just feels so satisfying when you've go it all figured out.

Anyways, most of you will know I have a YouTube account under the name, 'fellowtuber123'. Recently I posted a video in which I comtemplated Death and Religion. Below is a the URL of the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZvdrLMI-z1U